Wednesday, March 17, 2010

a brain on the counter, a brain in the dumpster


i had a vision that an abduction of my friend was going to occur in some small town in japan. i contacted her. i have never met her. she's just been my internet friend for a long time. she agreed to go to this location when it was supposed to occur. we were on the same flight. but i never once saw her. it was an agreement or some understanding. but, i was going to this town as well. specifically to live out the vision in which it was seen. the non human life forms wanted to communicate and study with my friend in particular. they would contact me through a series of nightmares and past recollections of their own experiments on me. she agreed to go, because she felt connected to it. and she wasn't afraid. we were in a very small private airport. and no money was involved. hannah was sitting next to me on the plane, she was listening to the descriptions of what was going to happen, with belief in it. the place ula was going, was seperate from me. we were not to see one another at all. hannah and i were driving to a seperate location and glancing over her and out the right side window, i saw a small space ship fly over the house ula was at and disappear as we drove past. we were staying at this old couples house, who were commited to a vow of silence. the list of characters there, shape shifted and were numerous. lots of old friends. there was a female there ive never seen, who kept telling us to be quiet and was close to the couple, the girl was white and blonde. hannah was the only one who knew why my presence was there. it was night time when we landed, so after catching up a bit. i went to sleep. sleeping on this couch in the downstairs room. yvonnne was in the room next door. the doors were open and facing eachother. before falling asleep i started to become startled by the unfolding events. what my purpose was, a remarkable feeling about being in a foreign country. the relationship to this extraterrestrial arrangement startled me. all of a sudden my body was encompassed by this vibration that was shifting me to another dimension. but, i was reisting it. in flashes of this resisting i could see inside the space ship and i could also see the room where i was on the couch. my voice was completely silent when i tried to scream and my body was paralyzed. i knew i could regain control if i focused. and i could start to silently talk eventually, even though i was trying to scream. i kept saying yvonne as many times as i could and then i started crawling very slowly, fighting the paralyses, toward her bed. she was dead asleep. then i switched from the word yvonne, to the word, help. she woke up and i became fully mobile. i spared her most of this details of this phenomena, and simply just told her i was being possessed by aliens, and left what ever she felt about that, up to her. she was being compassionate and warm.
so, it seemed as if for weeks or months i was living at this home. i knew the routine of everything. it was odd because the recycling box was full of old cheese blocks. one day my mom was there and she commented on how bizarre that was. everyday i stayed in doors. hardly left. i tried to leave. when i left, my astral body would start flying into outter space and my body would collapse somewhere on the street. everyone couldnt understand why i was being so reclusive in such a new place. my thoughts would often go so fast that 3 days would pass before i could even move, or even say a word. the brain was so fast that i was completely frozen in my physical body. with slow reactions that almost impaired me to any normal task. when my brain would catch up to itself, id try to go outside and explore japan. i even made it to a bus station to try to get to a smaller fishing village or the country. when my astral body would start wandering into space again. i had an idea that i would start to write down what was happening in my brain. so, that i could reach out to people. when i started writing, all the letters we numbers, and al the spaces between words were 1's or 2's. if i took the 2's away, the words would turn into letters. but if i erased the ones the words would turn into symbols. so, i just decided to erase to twos, but noone could read what was written. soon after they transformed everyone and me to a choppy bay. where orcas were jumping in abundance.

2 comments:

  1. i used to have these dreams where at some point, disjointed, towards the end, i'd be walking or running but barely moving even with the most extreme effort. now in those dreams i'm more likely in a car that won't accelerate at normal rates. me and doo rode bikes separately to the same coffee shop last night and en route on 16th ave i considered that i never dream a variant of a bike that can't go.

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